Story First: My mother. My mother asked me how I could go from eating breakfast, to the shower, to getting out the door so seamlessly? Honestly? I furrowed my brow, what are you talking about? I dismissed these kinds of questions from my mother quickly in my twenties. YIKES, I thought, how is she operating, she memorized Mendlesohn’s concerto for the violin at 14 and played in front of an audience at Boston’s Symphony Hall but can’t get from breakfast to the shower? My poor father. (It’s okay if you’re chuckling here, soon you’ll be in tears)
FAST FORWARD:
Me: Age 45. Until it was my turn. How did I forget the dentist again? Good thing new dentists offices are thickly settled on the South Shore. Ugh! Four kids, that’s only 8 cleanings a year. I can do that. But making appointments six months out, with sports, grades, dinners and a traveling husband and only one of me. Oh geez! My husband made the appointments and my son can’t miss high school, its at 2:15pm and he gets out at 2:50pm. He’s going to fail whatever rotating subject he has that day. It could be any of seven subjects, so I never know. Why is this hard for me? I was a logic tutor! I ran Anna and Brian’s lives seamlessly! And it has to be after school, but not on a half day which happens every two weeks usually, but not always the same school, with different start and release times, and what if I want to take them to the FOGG Museum that day? Or, if they finally get asked to hang out with that “cool” friend and can’t miss it. What about sneakers, that would be a good time to get haircuts and sneakers and I can’t time the growth of their feet or hair! What if we’re tight financially that time of year.. Is that the end of the quarter or the start? Hopefully they get the nice hygienist, the other one is awful and creepy.
Hmmm. Here are the clues:
Let’s break this down:
Mom: Memorized Mendlesohn’s Concerto at age 14 but can’t get from the breakfast to the shower.
Daughter: Ran Anna Wintour’s and Brian Grazer’s Schedules seamlessly but can’t make dentist appointments for her kids. I thought motherhood would be way easier then Fashion or the Movie Industry.. What the heck?
If you’ve spent your entire life hearing some version of:
- “Your’e so smart, how did you forget that appointment?
- “You’re amazing under pressure, why can’t you slow down?
- Stop talking so fast! Too much coffee today?
- You’re capable of anything – so why do the small things undo you?
- How can you be so smart but not handle normal life?
. . . then you already know the paradox at the center of this conversation.
Millions of brilliant, creative, emotionally intelligent women have lived their whole lives missing the truth about their own brains — not because it was subtle, but because it didn’t fit the stereotype.
We were never “hyper.”
We were never “problems in the classroom.”
We were never “behavior issues.”
We were high achievers.
People-pleasers.
Pattern-recognizers.
Observers.
Perfectionists.
Maskers.
Mothers.
Executives.
Artists.
Entrepreneurs.
Visionaries.
And because we could accomplish extraordinary things, the world assumed everything inside us must be equally organized, linear, and stable. It wasn’t.
And no one looked deeper.
Welcome to the silent epidemic:
ADHD Inattentive Type in high-capacity women — the most missed diagnosis in modern psychology.
Let’s talk about why it stays hidden for so long.
1. High-Capacity Women Compensate Better Than Anyone Else
Gifted women have an uncanny ability to:
- scan a room
- read emotional cues
- anticipate needs
- solve problems instantly
- get from A → Z without touching B, C, or D
- make impossible situations look effortless
Which means:
We build systems around our deficits long before anyone notices them.
We find “workarounds” without even realizing that’s what they are:
✔ immaculate to-do lists we don’t follow
✔ Post-it note mosaics
✔ hyperfocus that rescues us at the last minute
✔ masking self-doubt with competence
✔ charm + intelligence to smooth over the cracks
By the time someone else sees any struggle, we’ve already been internally battling it for years.
2. Girls Are Socialized to Mask — So They Become Specialists at It
Boys with ADHD externalize.
Girls with ADHD internalize.
Girls are praised for:
- being polite
- being quiet
- being adaptable
- being pleasant
- being self-sufficient
- being “low maintenance”
- not needing help
So they learn early:
Hide the internal chatter. Mask the day-dreaming.
Amplify the gifts.
Perform the version of yourself that makes everyone else comfortable.
Masking becomes second nature.
And masking is what keeps women undiagnosed for decades.
By the time adulthood hits — career, marriage, motherhood — the mask cracks.
But no one recognizes the crack because they’ve only ever seen the “together version” of you.
3. Perfectionism Is Not a Personality Trait — It’s a Symptom
High-capacity ADHD women aren’t perfectionists because they want everything perfect.
They’re perfectionists because:
- mistakes feel deeply personal
- RSD (rejection sensitivity) is brutal
- they’ve spent their whole lives trying not to be “found out” or thinking this is just how everyone is.
- over-preparing feels like safety
- controlling the environment feels like fight, flight, fawn or freeze (survival mode anyone?) my favorite – fawn and freeze
Perfectionism is the socially acceptable mask for:
“I didn’t realize I was working twice as hard, and no one can ever know.”
4. High IQ Delays Diagnosis by 10–20 Years
Clinically, this is one of the biggest reasons ADHD is missed in gifted women:
Intelligence camouflages executive dysfunction.
A high-IQ brain can:
- connect dots faster
- find shortcuts
- improvise
- hyperfocus
- create systems that look impressive
- compensate silently
- “figure it out”
…until it can’t.
Motherhood, stress, trauma, or hormonal shifts remove the extra bandwidth — and everything the brain used to outrun suddenly catches up.
5. Emotional Sensitivity Gets Mislabeled as Anxiety or “Too Much”
Instead of recognizing emotional intensity as a hallmark of ADHD-i (inattentive subtype) women get told:
- “You worry too much.”
- “You’re sensitive.”
- “You overthink.”
- “You’re dramatic.”
- “You need to calm down.”
- “You’re too hard on yourself.”
But what’s actually happening is:
A dopamine-regulated brain trying to process and soothe itself without the tools it needs.
ADHD sensitivity is not fragility.
It’s insight on fire.
It’s intuition with the volume turned all the way up.
6. Motherhood Breaks the Mask (and That’s When Many Women Finally Get Diagnosed)
Motherhood is the perfect storm:
- endless microtasks
- unpredictable schedules
- chronic sleep disruption
- no silence
- loss of control
- emotional labor
- invisible load
- no extended periods of focus
- constant transitions
Even the most brilliant masking system can’t survive that long-term.
Motherhood exposes the cracks —
not because you’re weak,
but because your brain can’t function without:
- consistent dopamine
- structure
- predictability
- autonomy
- quiet
- rest
- stimulation you choose
The struggle isn’t a moral failure.
It’s biology.
7. Success Confuses Everyone — Including the Woman Living the Story
This is the kicker.
High-capacity ADHD women are SO good at:
- reinventing
- creating
- adapting
- solving complex problems
- stepping into leadership
- thriving in chaos
…that even when the wheels fall off, people still see competence.
So when she finally gets diagnosed, the world says:
“But you’re so successful.”
“But you don’t seem ADHD.”
“But you never had trouble in school.”
“But you’re so organized!”
And she thinks:
“Maybe I’m imagining this.”
“Maybe I’m dramatic.”
“Maybe I should just try harder.”
But everything inside her knows she’s not imagining anything. She’s finally telling the truth.
Here’s the Real Reason ADHD Goes Undiagnosed in Brilliant Women:
The world only sees your excellence, not the cost of producing it. Your gifts were so bright, they eclipsed the struggle. You were so capable that no one knew how much effort capability required. You held everything together so beautifully that no one asked what it took from you.
But now?
You’re done masking.
You’re done explaining away your own brilliance and exhaustion.
You’re done thinking this is a “you problem.”
It’s not. It’s a pattern. And once you see the pattern, you can finally change the story.
If this resonated with you…
You are EXACTLY who I created this space for:
the ambitious, intuitive, innovative woman whose brain has been misunderstood for decades.
You’re not late.
You’re right on time.
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